Emelie Anna Maria Roivas

An old friend, from whom I learned a lot about life. and love.
anger. tears. a few words torn us apart. forever. there will be no turning back. thank you.
I didnt even say good bye. Or litsen to you, that you were sorry.
But I learned alot from you. yes I was happy. I'm happy for that.

Wish I was too dead to cry
My self-affliction fades





Stones to throw at my creator.
Masochists to which I cater.

You don't need to bother; I don't need to be.
I'll keep slipping farther,
But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds.

Wish I was too dead to care,
If indeed I cared at all.
Never had a voice to protest,
So you fed me shit to digest.
I wish I had a reason; my flaws are open season.
For this, I gave up trying.
One good turn deserves my dying.

You don't need to bother; I don't need to be.
I'll keep slipping farther,
But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds.

Wish I'd died instead of lived.
A zombie hides my face.
Shell forgotten with its memories.
Diaries left with cryptic entries.

And you don't need to bother; I don't need to be. (I don't need to be.)
I'll keep slipping farther,
But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds.




(You.)
You don't need to bother; I don't need to be. (I don't need to be.)
I'll keep slipping farther,
But once I hold on, (once I hold on,)... I'll never live down my deceit.